I ventured into our tribal convenience store, who pareters with BP oil, and our store doors have the sign on to wear a mask. I tried to wear one in Menards when this whole mess started and literally became disoriented and became very irritable. My cousin promised me he would come shopping for me as long I am not going. He had a miserable time as well.
I am not sure if mask-wearing produces the anxiety and disorientation I experience when prolonged coverage over my mouth and nose. The next time I went to a different lumber yard and was asked why I was not wearing a mask. I said I am practicing my sovereign rights as a Potawatomi. The guy gave me a high five and walked away quite satisfied with my reply.
As I was saying the trip to our convenience store was another eye opener of the negative tribal politics involved with mask wearing on the reservation. Last week I had a mask waived at me by the cashier, a tribal member, with nothing said and it created a confrontation. I went back days later to offer my apology’s. I did so and the person seemed happy and explained she has to do it but does not like it as part of the job.
I paid for my items and returned to this same clerk who was cashing out a couple with no masks.
I stood behind them in disbelief as the clerck would not even look at me.
She knew she was targeting me because of my stance on mask wearing and made an issue of it with me days earlier. Why not this couple?
I was completely upset and could not believe she never attempted to ask them to mask up or offer two mask to them.
She never told them I do not have to take your business without mask but rudely told me that and caused a scene in the store that day.
What a joke. I feel stupid for even apologizing.